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I got my own life going now without certain people taking advantage like how it was half a year ago. I cannot express in words how liberated I feel. Heck, when I first moved into my apartment in Illinois the first thing I saw were two rainbows, bunnies, and found some sort of lucky coin with a clover/horseshoe on it.... I kid you not! :V
With things finally moving on smoothly, I still can't find that passion for art. I don't know if it's some sort of tiny trauma from the depression but I seriously cannot get over that sense of "What is the point?". I want to keep telling my self "The point is the fun of drawing! The creativity of it!" but it doesn't ever work. My sister keeps telling me I'll get over it but it's been almost two years now. Sure I can still do art when it's work related. It's a reason to do it. For my self? I NEED to find a viable reason that will give me a jolt. If you ever been though something like this... Not an art-block. A full blown mental blockade. How do you find your way around it?
With things finally moving on smoothly, I still can't find that passion for art. I don't know if it's some sort of tiny trauma from the depression but I seriously cannot get over that sense of "What is the point?". I want to keep telling my self "The point is the fun of drawing! The creativity of it!" but it doesn't ever work. My sister keeps telling me I'll get over it but it's been almost two years now. Sure I can still do art when it's work related. It's a reason to do it. For my self? I NEED to find a viable reason that will give me a jolt. If you ever been though something like this... Not an art-block. A full blown mental blockade. How do you find your way around it?
Going back
Hey peeps. I'm migrating back to my dusty old account.
kichigai.deviantart.com
Commissions: Second round!
I will do them for $25 each, full color with a block background-
With coloring style like this-
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Send me a note if you are interested.
It feels like summer
Gonna miss those 70F degree weather days.
Beyond mad and into the inferno sun
It's gotten to the point it's tragic comedy now. I usually post this kind of stuff on tumblr but the dashboard is dead so I will vent my laughable, nocturnal seething rage upon you poor folks. My refund check of $4k for my gap insurance 3 years ago(yeah...) ended up going to my PARENTS house instead of my new address. Anyone who knows about my history with my parents would know what happened next. So because I am unable to deal with them emotionally right now, I decided to get awaaaaaaay from everyone next month via solo camping (Nobody I know likes camping anyways). Damn anyone who says I shouldn't. I need freaking peace of mind.
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You have got to get around "What is the point?"
That's like saying what's the "fun" in doing a leisurely activity. What's the point of throwing a bowling ball at pins? What's the point of swimming in the ocean if there is a chance of sharks? It's just to take a break, or break out of your comfort zone.
I've been so angry I took a red crayon and just drew a giant red blob on a piece of paper, and let it be.
Also, Digi's advice.
That's like saying what's the "fun" in doing a leisurely activity. What's the point of throwing a bowling ball at pins? What's the point of swimming in the ocean if there is a chance of sharks? It's just to take a break, or break out of your comfort zone.
I've been so angry I took a red crayon and just drew a giant red blob on a piece of paper, and let it be.
Also, Digi's advice.